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Apr. 15th, 2007 | 10:13 pm
is that a bad thing?
I mean, im in love with Pete...I think
but sometimes i miss what Andrew and I had
and sometimes I want it back.
but he doesnt even wanna talk to me or be friends
so im fucked in the brain
and Fred, whom i thought i was close to in some form,
hes gone out and broken all the rules and fucked up
although he doesnt know it yet
but he will
and im not gonna be there for him when it all falls down
kill all males, please?
and dont forget the bullet for my heart...
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hmmmm...
Mar. 18th, 2007 | 08:37 pm
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Does anyone actually read my blogs?
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The Tea Party - Oceans
Mar. 18th, 2007 | 08:31 pm
Where are you going
Can I follow
Because distance is hard to swallow
You should stay a while
Let's have a drink
Let's have a laugh
You feel power
And no worries
If that's so
Then what's your hurry
If you've got to go
There's just one thing I've got to ask
If I promise an ocean
Would you care for the notion of
Staying here and resting your weary head
It's all that she said
Well the sky's changed
That's for certain
You smile says
What you working
Time heals all
This we know
We'll work it out
And if I promise an ocean
Would you care for the notion of
Staying here and resting your weary head
And would you come back and see me, or
Angel am I dreaming because
Heaven knows that I'll miss you so
And that's a fact
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
Look now where I'm at
I can't let go
There's more questions
Than there's answers
I'm not taking any chances
Because I need to let you know
Just how I feel
And if I promise an ocean
Would you care for the notion of
Staying here and resting your weary head
And would you come back and see me, or
Angel am I dreaming because
Heaven knows that I'll miss you so
And that's a fact
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
Look now where I'm at
I miss you so
I can't let go
I miss you so
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Dec. 10th, 2006 | 08:16 am
| Your Depression Level: 100% |
 You seem to be severely depressed. You should seek immediate attention from your physician. Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step. |
| You Are A Romantic |
 You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! |
| You Have Low Self Esteem 100% of the Time |
 You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk. Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need! |
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Bleh
Dec. 9th, 2006 | 12:29 pm
mood: 
depressed
Actually, I know things contributing to it...
But I don't know how it started...
Ok...things...
Fir starters, I feel ugly. No, I am ugly. Just tonight.
I feel like shit. My best friend Jay has been lying to me for so long and now I don't know if I can believe what he says anymore. But...3 years and ive always told him everything and now...I dunno.
And lately i've started noticing how much people have changed.
Jay for starters, and i've noticed Josh and Shannon more than anyone else...and Luke. Everyone is changing and I feel like i'm just staying the same. I'm still sitting where I was 1-2-3-4 years ago and doing the same thing, talking to the same people, having the same experiences. I hate being left behind.
and now...None of this would normally effect me but tonight...i dunno. i just feel like ive been fucked over and i deserve better, y'know? i deserve more than my parents and my future and my present.
I deserve to be happy and my homelife isn't helping it. and my friends...they think its funny to insult me all the time but it really hurts me...but i still hang out with them cuz i have no one else.
and everything is different to how i thought it'd be
i used to love having a future set out for me and now nothing is there
no goals, no talents and nothing to look forward to
and im scared that i might slip back into my old self with the depression and the everything and the...
yeah.
oh fuck...
my lj has turned into emo central...
kay...pretty colours for text will make it look less emo?
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w00t!
Dec. 9th, 2006 | 09:13 am
| Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
 Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! |
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mmmm...
Dec. 8th, 2006 | 12:52 am
mood: 
excited
"HI...I'M LARS...AND IM AN EMO KID..."
BAHAHAHAHAHA
Ok but for real...
I've been doing a whole lotta school stuff lately...last year of high school next year...then onto Uni hopefully!
School is ok...I failed Math but im dropping it next year...
Orange is a great colour, eh? I love it.
I bought an orange golf ball!
I've become obsessed with photography much more than I was before which is great!
I'm getting a polarising filter for chrissie and a lens when i have enough money after i get my licence...
So yeah...my money from now on is totally focused on getting lessons lol.
Also, my Amnesty Internation/Human Rights group is going well.
SIEV X memorial was well recieved and I wanna thank Steve Biddupah for the opportunity to recognise the event.
Also, White Ribbon Day was a success and I hope we really opened people's eyes to the situations around the world in regards to violence against women.
One story : http://web.amnesty.org/library/index/eng
I think that is all...
Also hello to one of my best friends, Greg <3!
ooohhhhh...I just got a call from my boss about a christmas party next weekend...YAY!
Will be heaps fun!
I can't wait! lol
